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2020-12-23 03:06 am

I'm the worst

I have been avoiding social media to not have to communicate with my friends. I haven't been feeling particularly well about it but at the same time I feel relief of having all this time without forcing myself to socialize. Also, I'm angry with one of them. They never ask how I'm doing or care to show interest in me. I'm always carrying the conversation alone and I hate that. It makes feel pathetic to care for someone that doesn't care enough.
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2020-12-15 08:05 pm

Hi

Hey, I'm Eli. I'm 27 years old and my main language is spanish so I will switch from english sometimes. Btw, my english is not that good so it will be common to find a lot of mistakes.

I'm been wanting to write something for a lot of time. Not here but in general. But I haven't been able to do it, my brain just does not cooperate. Even writing a text is sometimes too much for me. But I want to. I had this idea of a fanfic for SCP Sedition after I watched the interview of Watch with 035. Watch is such a good charater, I loved him.

This is the fisrt part of that interview:



I hope that by writing this I can give myself a little push and write finally.