I'm the worst

[strikeaviolentpose]

I have been avoiding social media to not have to communicate with my friends. I haven't been feeling particularly well about it but at the same time I feel relief of having all this time without forcing myself to socialize. Also, I'm angry with one of them. They never ask how I'm doing or care to show interest in me. I'm always carrying the conversation alone and I hate that. It makes feel pathetic to care for someone that doesn't care enough.